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2009-05-09 - why
2008-11-06 - (serious)
2008-10-29 - A and B without C
2008-10-17 - butts
2008-09-27 - (i don't have any)
2008-09-27 - -
2008-09-27 - the future!
2008-08-17 - all at once
2007-11-10 - really really
2006-08-05 - no no byu
2006-02-08 - as if feeling fat isnt enough, they have to doccument it.
2006-02-07 - hefty vs wimpy
2006-02-06 - move...where?
2006-01-24 - help...?
2006-01-23 - let me sleep some more, one of these days? just a few more minutes?
2006-01-13 - just a thought about lately
2005-12-14 - an hour late
2005-12-05 - my sweet ragdoll
2005-11-30 - i am almost a soccer ball, being kicked from the inside
2005-11-21 - fatty fat-fat
2005-11-18 - la la la la la la la la la means...
2005-11-18 - wants/needs/fears
2005-11-17 - baby got (backbone)
2005-11-16 - rolstar phonograph
2005-11-15 - in my life i loved you more
2005-11-14 - rest in pieces!!!
2005-11-11 - who said what who went where
2005-11-11 - i almost understand
2005-11-11 - (hee hee)
2005-11-10 - EVERY DAY!!!
2005-11-08 - books
2005-10-25 - oh baby, baby!
2005-10-25 - what does that say?
2005-10-24 - yikes!
2005-10-05 - 2 days ago
2005-08-24 - dissapointing
2005-08-19 - actually today when someone asked if i knew him i said i did kind of but i thought he was kind of a jerk, i dont know why though
2005-08-17 - gross!
2005-07-01 - my dreams are of secrets, alcohol, and bags of blood
2005-05-23 - woah
2005-02-17 - if you like that, you should check sunday's paper.
2005-02-17 - if you like that, you should check sunday's paper.
2005-02-16 - why am i doing this?
2005-02-15 - hate to spoil all hopes but
2005-02-15 - witty witty witty
2004-01-01 - with two fingers in the air and a smirk on my face don't grow up too fast
2004-01-01 - today is thursday, this is thursday
2004-01-01 - that is all
2004-01-01 - a sour moon
2003-12-31 - see you next year
2003-12-31 - you're not against the coldest wall in chinatown
2003-12-31 - december was a long year
2003-12-30 - mork and mindy and a plastic fork
2003-12-30 - like a thin strip of licorice or the macarena in a jar
2003-12-30 - don't hold your breath because it only makes things worse
2003-12-30 - when i am dead suddenly you will know why
2003-12-29 - ennnn whyyy seaaaa
2003-12-29 - enn why sea
2003-12-27 - i am a ditch where water has collected after rain
2003-12-27 - this is how we choose to be
2003-12-27 - you know the story
2003-12-27 - mo-town + the green = nj, nj, & nj
2003-12-26 - did i ever tell you i have a great bloodcurdelling scream? nobody else knows
2003-12-26 - baklava
2003-12-25 - december killed the best of me
2003-12-25 - geordie pye, swimmin' fly...
2003-12-25 - the constants aren't so constant anymore
2003-12-25 - ho ho ho-bag
2003-12-24 - i'd rather be devastating than a liar
2003-12-23 - we used to sit by eachother in psychology and we were the noisy side of the reoom. really it was just us, the rest of the class was boring.
2003-12-23 - man... i like that boy...
2003-12-23 - just like little shop of horrors
2003-12-22 - tick tock... tick............ tock.................. tick..................................
2003-12-22 - the milk carton said 99% caffiene free
2003-12-21 - "life and death"
2003-12-21 - carry the little bodies, to the cemetery... so gently...
2003-12-21 - the kitchen smells like mom-ish cooking
2003-12-21 - from one mop to another
2003-12-21 - he eats marshmallows when i throw them at him
2003-12-20 - -X
2003-12-20 - barf, ugh, puke... ok now that thats out of your system, get back to work...
2003-12-19 - on hold for the rest of my life
2003-12-19 - with a wink and a smirk
2003-12-19 - say it a million times
2003-12-19 - you will know me by the trail of dead
2003-12-18 - closets are larger than you think, from the inside out...
2003-12-18 - bat ears
2003-12-18 - saltines and leftover yellow curry
2003-12-18 - helen helen
2003-12-17 - misery
2003-12-16 - remember when you had PIZZA tattooed on your arm?
2003-12-16 - i will be the death of me
2003-12-16 - you never would have guessed this one
2003-12-16 - the mean lady didn't mean to smash your collarbone...
2003-12-15 - what kind of tizzoppings did you want on your pizziggity?
2003-12-14 - jared said his hat was a head-coat; gian said that garages should be called carholes
2003-12-14 - we decided to get a divorce. so we did. and then we made explosion noises with our mouths and yelled things like 'pizza!' and there was that other dude, he just stood there smoking, enjoying our conversation
2003-12-13 - i miss the way gesso-ing a canvas made you ecstatic
2003-12-13 - maybe its because the truth hurts more... c'mon... it's the truth.
2003-12-12 - scraped knees
2003-12-12 - offend in every way
2003-12-12 - the pink house is dead to me
2003-12-11 - im sorry you're sick... don't forget i'll do anything... even pick up the remote control from across the room
2003-12-11 - youcould be just like the rest of them, really, i dont know
2003-12-10 - muppets and puppets...yeah... puppets
2003-12-10 - if i meet one more man with vulture eyes i will rip them out of his skull through his throat
2003-12-10 - puke is for finals
2003-12-10 - i can keep pretending
2003-12-09 - rest in pieces
2003-12-09 - spiritualized (you're always right about this sort of thing. it's beautiful...)
2003-12-08 - tappitty tappitty tap-tap tappy
2003-12-07 - poke poke poke
2003-12-06 - erin = the best
2003-12-06 - another mission call
2003-12-02 - b to the -ronchitis and a half
2003-12-02 - maybe i've been delerious or something lately, but...
2003-12-01 - once i ran away from home for a few hours, i hung out with a fawn or two and a doe for an hour or so until they made me feel better and then i went back home
2003-12-01 - ex oh ex oh
2003-11-30 - smash it up
2003-11-29 - ready to RUMBLE
2003-11-29 - this is the price you pay for a loss of control
2003-11-28 - last spring
2003-11-28 - a string of golden dice hangs from my doorknob
2003-11-27 - won't you take a walk outside
2003-11-27 - september never stays this cold where i come from and you know im not one for complaining
2003-11-26 - chai and grasshoppers for breakfast
2003-11-26 - grandmas and grandpas are cute
2003-11-26 - i am thankful for
2003-11-26 - shake-y shake-y shake-y, yeah-yeah
2003-11-25 - hop on pop hoop poop pooh hoppohoponoj
2003-11-25 - no, i do not read the reviews; no, i am not singing for you
2003-11-24 - it was cute until last night
2003-11-24 - that mischevious twinkle in his eye
2003-11-23 - my toes are still cold
2003-11-22 - how can a void fill the emptiness?
2003-11-22 - i am listening to the impossibles and eating a large bowl of marshmallow maytes
2003-11-21 - homies in my home
2003-11-20 - fill in the blanks with bullets
2003-11-19 - death by sketchbook
2003-11-19 - like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning
2003-11-18 - there's a turkey on top of my computer...
2003-11-17 - i am there but not there
2003-11-16 - well
2003-11-16 - light the corners and burn the devil out
2003-11-16 - the smell of cigarettes creeps softly through the vents
2003-11-16 - black and white: shooting the devil in the foot
2003-11-15 - international cinema...yes, i remember you
2003-11-15 - eyes like jelly fire?
2003-11-14 - it made me feel out of place-- detached
2003-11-14 - these hands made of splinters
2003-11-13 - novelty: i am a kick in the pants
2003-11-13 - there is a specific pattern developing...
2003-11-12 - dumplings: a walk through the park
2003-11-11 - ok, well i did't exactly mean "no" like never...
2003-11-11 - no more boys
2003-11-10 - if you need me i will be in bed
2003-11-09 - do you remember when i said part of living is wishing you were dead
2003-11-09 - a moveable feast
2003-11-09 - egret, regret, forget
2003-11-08 - as i am typing
2003-11-08 - stung up with christmas lights
2003-11-05 - maybe i'm just tired
2003-11-05 - up to my knees in dead fish
2003-11-04 - eva's paintings were beautiful but her lithos were my faaavorite, it made me so excited about art.
2003-11-04 - how long is a while?
2003-11-03 - yeah, i think i'm falling down... where did i just land?
2003-11-03 - the number four...i can't ever forget
2003-11-02 - sundayschool
2003-11-01 - You're floating somewhere in between
2003-10-31 - i watched a mule while it was yawning
2003-10-30 - tonight i feel like dancing ~ i want to kiss everyone ~ wish you were here
2003-10-30 - a yellow ball bounces up the stairs and down the hall
2003-10-30 - ...scratch the furniture once in a while but it can also purr in your lap like nobody's business
2003-10-29 - r.i.p.
2003-10-29 - the slower i am, the worse i do, the better they like me. this is making me feel like watching office space...
2003-10-29 - three things that happened today
2003-10-28 - If you don’t believe in it, sell your soul, if you don't gt into it, no one will
2003-10-27 - maybe i'm sleeping funny...
2003-10-27 - he asked how namy brothers...5..oh, that's why you've got nerves of steel
2003-10-27 - nights like these i got to sleep with the biggest smile on my face
2003-10-26 - part of me remember lying on his chest listeneing to him sing a song and the other part hates that i remember it
2003-10-26 - on my way down, i follow with my eyes to the crash... imaging what my body would sound like...
2003-10-26 - new jersey, with love
2003-10-25 - oh...um...yeah...
2003-10-24 - late nights at denny's
2003-10-23 - i just sent this...
2003-10-22 - the passing of elliot smith
2003-10-21 - 50 sweet-bro boyfriends
2003-10-20 - my blodstained belt makes me laugh, but probably not anyone else
2003-10-19 - go figure
2003-10-19 - if only i had fifteen dollars to go with it
2003-10-19 - mothers and telephones
2003-10-18 - i am a heathen, i will end up in hell.
2003-10-18 - but i am not a phoenix, i am a girl
2003-10-18 - the black lines down my face will wash away
2003-10-17 - buzz-buzz whirrrrrrrrr click
1970-01-13 - my friends will all be famous too
2003-10-17 - "you gwt it up around ninety-five and you feel wonderful. sometimes i drive all night and come back and you don't know it."
1970-01-12 - Every breath that I exhale is a sigh - every breath i exhale is a sigh of exaustion.
1970-01-12 - if i get scared i'll just call you
2003-10-15 - thank you i am so glad that someone sees the beauty in it
2003-15-10 - but not really funny at all
1970-01-11 - she told meg she didn't think she could be my friend because i was too good looking, i said she wouldn't have to worry i'm not like that
2003-10-14 - 3 tylenol = nothing
1970-01-10 - mikey + brian = bff... well, at least one just takes good photos
2003-10-13 - so...apathetic
1970-01-09 - how was...
1970-01-09 - i am late for work.
1970-01-08 - and we'll never miss a party, 'cause well keep it going constantly...
1970-01-08 - moneen was a french girl
1970-01-06 - to say nothing means nothing at all
2003-10-09 - i will lie aways, lie before your face, and fake the way i always...
1970-01-05 - all the time, i am
1970-01-05 - guts
1970-01-04 - and lisa turtle. hey, did you know screech lives on the second floor, just around the corner?
1970-01-03 - sometimes you drive me crazy, but who's complaining?
1970-01-03 - in my cupboard there is also bread
1970-01-02 - i am awake, i swear.
1970-01-02 - black wings on the wall... above my bed
1970-01-02 - what will be fun?(what you have to do to get me to break some legs)
1970-01-02 - he said he was in love with a dead bird (so am i)
1970-01-01 - horizontically vertical + barf
2106-02-06 - i woke up with the sun in my face
2003-10-04 - this is how i wear my clothes when i'm not intrigued with first impressions
2003-10-03 - key: hollow, door: creaky
2003-10-02 - above my head there is a hole in the ceiling
2003-10-02 - i try to be tough and i think i am, but i don't feel so tough
2003-10-01 - minus the taste of beer and cigarettes, but still
2003-09-30 - to this end was i born
2003-09-30 - names like mine
2003-09-29 - hee hee
2003-09-29 - not white, i know it
2003-09-27 - i should have known...
2003-09-27 - lipgloss and letdown
1970-01-02 - not much better
2106-02-07 - my brain is slowly oozing out the back of my spine
2106-02-07 - only 19 years old and my artwork is already controvercial...federally controvercial at that!
2003-09-23 - i don't understand why
2003-09-22 - how am i ever going to do any work when you are skating outside my window. silly, silly, silly.
1970-01-02 - of death and pain
2106-02-07 - no apologies, at least not yet
2106-02-07 - "stick with me and we'll go places"
2106-02-06 - breaking and entering, i could punch you in the face
2003-01-20 - one of my favorite nights
2003-01-19 - i saw so many beautifu haircuts, i'd like to meet the people underneath
2003-01-18 - what a ride
2003-09-18 - if i could i would go to sleep right now and never wake up.
2106-02-07 - you won't let those robots eat me
2106-02-07 - "ok, then. it's settled. maybe ill be back in a bit... but i have to shower, i smell like a woodshop"
2106-02-07 - letter kills
2106-02-07 - my lungs are full of dust my fingers are full of blisters. maybe one of these days my wallet will be full of money.
2003-09-15 - jfdvouihwenjssssdflsdfsll
2003-09-16 - and both were written by people who's names start with the letter 'k'
2003-09-15 - a python named rosco
2003-09-14 - a girl
2003-09-13 - i quit. wait... how can i quit if i don't even have a job?
2003-09-12 - mi mama y mi papa y mi abuelita fueron a mi casa
2003-09-12 - when atman leaves, body is dead
2003-09-10 - but really, we went to the bar almost every night to watch it, we knew everyone, everyone knew us.
2106-02-07 - tonight is a full moon
2106-02-06 - more jorbs
2003-09-09 - i'll start complaining once i can't buy groceries anymore
2003-09-08 - f-word, f-word, f-word.
2003-09-08 - i am in the library
2003-09-08 - more info later, i guess...
1970-01-09 - ncmo, nick-mo... what's the difference?
2003-09-06 - twice is nice. but thrice?
2003-09-05 - longboarding was so much better this way
2003-09-04 - second day of class... i held back coments because i figured it's too soon to offend the teacher
2003-09-03 - old men who smell too much paint
2003-09-02 - i plan on making a habit out of this
2003-09-02 - complaints... but not really
2003-08-29 - sans vous je suis un ver de terre
2003-08-28 - sometimes i just can't think of what else i want to say, especially when you're looking at me that way
2003-08-27 - at one point i was lying flat on my back taking up two seats and my feet were straight up against the wall. next time you are in an airplane you should try this...
2003-08-26 - half-empty, half-full, i never got a glass (so why did they give me an umbrella?)
2003-08-26 - somehow being posessed by a monkey makes everything so much more interesting, even if their mouth still doesn't fit the words
2003-08-25 - LINDZ: los conversaciones
2003-08-25 - i woke up on the beach with sand in my shoes, there is still sand in my shoes
2003-08-25 - sleeping on the beach - the third dream
2003-08-25 - sleeping on the beach - the second dream
2003-08-25 - sleeping on the beach - the first dream
2003-08-25 - watching the sunrise at asbury park
2003-08-25 - less sleep = more dreams
2003-08-24 - www.banksy.co.uk
2003-08-24 - so...this is what fall feels like...i had forgotten...
2003-08-23 - i made him brownies and he brought a girl with him
2003-08-23 - i wrote all over my shoelaces and glued old metrocards into my sketchbook
2003-08-22 - all we are is bullets, i mean this
2003-08-21 - to lay on the beach and get sandy, maybe poke you and pick at your brain and then nibble on your ear, just a bit
2003-08-21 - beautifully handsome people (like my waiter) get bigger tips
2003-08-20 - they will be full of wimpiness
2003-08-20 - my chemical romance filled the evening with talks of fist dates, catholocism, being crazy, cross-continent visits, and playgrounds
2003-08-19 - in principle, paying to have blood taken out seems wrong. shouldn't they be paying me?
2003-08-18 - you're all shaven and showered and now you smell like flowers, what could anyone ask for?
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + lindsay
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + s.i.k.
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + rosco
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + letter kills
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + vaux
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + vendetta red
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + brand new
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + aar
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + the used
2003-08-17 - about last saturday + the ataris
2003-08-16 - about morgan
2003-08-16 - it's been over a year
2003-08-15 - was it going out on sunday when you shouldnt have?
2003-08-13 - japancakes
2003-08-12 - don't believe me when i tell you, it's something unforgiveable
2003-08-11 - uhaw
2003-08-11 - 'you're only young once, right?' i said to my mom at the end of the night so then she couldn't be so mad when i told her
2003-08-09 - what's your name?
2003-08-08 - ahhh, siestas
2003-08-07 - a fight to the death, for the cause of chocolate
2003-08-07 - f-word
2003-08-06 - there are still red lines all over my body, a deep one one over an artery on my right arm
2003-08-04 - ...once sat up on my roof, studied the planning of my town, saw the structured grid and pavement cutting through grass...
2003-08-04 - i hope he's in the mafia
2003-08-02 - -
2003-07-31 - the chester diner and a boy
2003-07-29 - so...
2003-07-28 - a boy and a girl were playing in the pool. the boy said...
2003-07-27 - wrinkles
2003-07-27 - helen + sugar = diabetes + morissey
2003-07-26 - grandma and grandma walker
2003-07-26 - pride and prejudice
2003-07-26 - is gone or missing always forgotten?
2003-07-26 - the 'what if' game
2003-07-25 - today i:
2003-07-24 - like a spaghetti western but not so much pasta
2003-07-23 - another day, another rat in the subway
2003-07-23 - you have water in your ears
2003-07-21 - i am a blank canvas. what will you draw on me?
2003-07-20 - maybe i will pretend to be in a rush more often
2003-07-20 - he had a black tail. black like a shadow.
2003-07-19 - we saw the empire state records building
2003-07-18 - if you know what i mean... (and i do)
2003-07-17 - i got bit by a horsefly, it made me bleed
2003-07-16 - thunder = free money
2003-07-14 - an email recieved
2003-07-14 - flashbacks of december, i guess
2003-07-14 - ambition and action VS me
2003-07-14 - now it seems as though it's here to stay
2003-07-14 - i will be an insomniac again
2003-07-14 - red like the devil
2003-07-14 - what it's come down to
2003-07-13 - requiem for a lost mind
2003-07-13 - one thirty has got me speaking nonsense, dont bother dont think too hard kids nothing is anything to me and everything is still nothing
2003-07-12 - so sorry some days i just can't
2003-07-11 - dear provo, i guess i miss you...or something like that...
2003-07-11 - new jersey is full of babies and old people
2003-07-11 - a water safety lesson:
2003-07-10 - my jeans have holes because i wore them so much, i wore them so much because i couldn't afford another pair
2003-07-10 - the advantage to being an ostrich
2003-07-10 - falling out of everything
2003-07-08 - stress list
2003-07-08 - 40-something to 70-something
2003-07-08 - a killer plate of nachos
2003-07-08 - a killer plate of nachos
2003-07-08 - if i could slip my skin i would be in 5oo places at once
2003-07-06 - yep.
2003-07-05 - small shiny hoofs
2003-07-03 - for some of us it's a long way from the cradle to the grave
2003-07-02 - goodnight forever (or at least until another night)
2003-07-01 - memento mori: a reminder of the folly of human ambition
2003-06-29 - i am 'the six foot wax girl'
2003-06-29 - old people and stuff
2003-06-29 - i am officially the most boring person on the planet these days
2003-06-29 - night. i am tired. my dog is barking at the door so i will let him in.
2003-06-28 - im going to wirk now + grape nuts
2003-06-28 - i've got the world wrapped around my little finger
2003-06-27 - i threw a little boy into the pool today
2003-06-26 - Luca, my favorite
2003-06-26 - he has no idea, and he hasn't figures out that im mormon even though he knows i go to byu
2003-06-25 - the summer blurs
2003-06-24 - it's only 2 more months
2003-06-23 - first day of work
2003-06-22 - just an afterthought
2003-06-22 - i am in new jersey
2003-06-20 - another thought about 'the end'
2003-06-18 - today has been the best day ever
2003-06-17 - i was going to live in a cave but i decided not to
2003-06-17 - . q u a r t e r . c o l a .
2003-06-16 - so much to do, today is the last day of classes...
2003-06-15 - helen, you make me smile.
2003-06-14 - it's been a tattoo parlor around here
2003-06-13 - this is smith's brand cola speaking
2003-06-12 - the end
2003-06-12 - i'm sorry ~ in advance, because i do know know but i will do something
1970-01-02 - i am going to die... someday
2003-06-10 - i hope every night is as nice as last night and also i plan on moving all the livingroom furniture out to the front lawn every evening for the rest of my life and you are all invited to come sit
2003-06-09 - to many things to write about which means i'll never get to but it's ok but i feel a letter is nececary in this case
2003-06-04 - my favorite thing is choking babies
2003-06-02 - i did not sleep last night and i guess i lucked out with the active imagination...eh, but what can you do?
2003-05-30 - 11:05 and 77 degrees but then it was 11:10 and 79 degrees
2003-05-29 - ghosties
2003-05-28 - sell my clothes i'm off to heaven
2003-05-27 - Einstein's Dreams by Alan Lightman (p.28-32)
2003-05-27 - the boy who broke my heart last summer
2003-05-27 - the end of the story he told her about their honeymoon
2003-03-22 - it's always misty after a summer's pour
2003-05-23 - so i guess this is all
2003-05-21 - luke coates = salute coke
2003-03-18 - asia
2003-05-17 - may 16th
2003-05-15 - and then i stabbed them
2003-05-15 - rob leaves on wednesday
2003-05-15 - but it doesn't matter at all
2003-06-11 - there were
2003-05-13 - birthdays are days for stuff. so is today.
2003-05-13 - you are sitting next to me
2003-05-12 - foriegnly foriegn and i wont ever get it
2003-05-12 - ATTENTION: to anyone who has tried to add an entry but the stupid computer won't let them
2003-05-12 - sister sister cistern
2003-05-12 - i said that boy's handsome and...
2003-05-10 - mmmmmyeahhhh
2003-05-09 - just for a moment
2003-05-09 - apparently my mother will never ever die because she is always dying in my dreams.
2003-05-08 - apparently this summer i will be head guard, head coach, and swim instructor... interesting
2003-05-08 - it's all i've got
2003-05-06 - and so i realized it was me-only
2003-05-06 - yesterdays: but only just yesterday
2003-05-05 - the cat's in the bag
2003-05-03 - not heartfelt and not a moment
2003-05-01 - a dull point
2003-05-01 - secrets are secrets
2003-05-01 - about greg and others
2003-05-01 - happy f-ing may day dudes
2003-04-30 - 'oats will cure sars' he really said it
2003-04-30 - first day of classes...again
2003-04-30 - first day of classes...again
2003-04-29 - never heard that one before
2003-04-29 - the two ketchups tasted different, one was more sweet
2003-04-29 - in a little yellow box, in the upper righ corner
2003-04-29 - sorry i forgot to write in sentences
2003-04-28 - school was not out for the summer
2003-04-28 - bert mccracken, taco bell, and hip-hop
2003-04-26 - i am a terrible child these days
2003-04-26 - about morgan and talking
2003-04-26 - dream boy uno dos tres
2003-04-25 - mothers do not like boys
2003-04-25 - a bikeride. a bike ridden.
2003-04-24 - i will wander in circles and when i'm tired of that i will wander in a square.
2003-04-24 - mothers and phones
2003-04-24 - everything is everything
2003-04-24 - things are things are things...
2003-04-23 - she is still laughing.
2003-04-23 - things i have learned from people this year
2003-04-23 - my first time in the library all semester and the semester is over.
2003-04-23 - the rest of the story, i guess
2003-04-23 - a night for messages
2003-04-22 - the low fuel light has been on for days and it doesn't mean anything
2003-04-22 - if you ever went to jail in russia i would smuggle you a kitten
2003-04-22 - bleckkk
2003-04-21 - things are things
2003-04-21 - by the river fontainebleu
2003-04-20 - chocolate bunny rule no. 1: bite its head off
2003-04-19 - foundmagazine.com
2003-04-19 - cycles cycle - this is not about bikes
2003-04-18 - smelly jelly belly buttons
2003-04-18 - things that happened
2003-04-17 - heartstrings unwind
1970-01-13 - weird dream hangovers
1970-01-12 - an otherwise uneventful evening
2003-04-15 - la muerte del telefono
2003-04-14 - and heaven will smell like rain
2003-04-11 - a new plan
2003-04-10 - merk-nine-one-F-ing-one
2003-04-10 - ahoy, thar be shenanigans afloat
2003-04-09 - spring springing
2003-04-09 - so i can't quite say i've returned
2003-04-08 - see you in a billion seconds
2003-04-06 - your head will collapse if there's nothing in it and you'll ask yourself...
2003-04-05 - impossible crushes make me feel like i'm in middle school
2003-04-05 - pero es como unos de mis hermanos
2003-04-05 - i saw a girl with pointy teeth
2003-04-05 - off by one
2003-04-04 - iron knee
2003-04-04 - the robot is red
2003-04-03 - the best phone message ever
2003-04-03 - la fecha, papeles, y palabras
2003-04-03 - money from not me
2003-04-02 - it is cold again, i saw my breath
2003-04-02 - fly by night
2003-04-01 - to chris allman
2003-04-01 - citizen suck
2003-04-01 - my goal this week
2003-03-31 - with love, from russia
2003-03-31 - i wanted to in love with everyone
2003-03-31 - this is my life and it's ending one second at a time
2003-03-30 - feeling all too aware
2003-03-30 - about kissing
2003-03-30 - a nice compliment
2003-03-29 - when people seem to always walk through you
2003-03-29 - and let me tell myself
2003-03-28 - 300 Mhz
2003-03-28 - one day i will stop watching tv all together, even the news
2003-03-28 - would i be better off somewhere else?
2003-03-28 - this happened to me twice before
2003-03-27 - to puerto rico, with love
2003-03-27 - nothing matters, but everything matters, but nothing...
2003-03-26 - ground control to major tom
2003-03-26 - go away and never come back. meanwhile, i'll still be here.
2003-03-26 - a letter from my stupid muffin
2003-03-25 - from the bathroom
2003-03-25 - the worst word ever, really, i hate it
2003-03-25 - someone in my hallway just said...
2003-03-25 - some things stay forever
2003-03-25 - like a snappy-cake, my fingers tap-tap-tappity
2003-03-25 - take five & the girl from ipanema
2003-03-25 - i make too many assumptions
2003-03-24 - please don't kick my soup
2003-03-23 - Edward Gorey -- my name starts with 'k' too.
2003-03-23 - and i liked it
2003-03-23 - bleck
2003-03-23 - elaine and i are totally a hit with the sweet bros.
2003-03-22 - is it really that hard?
2003-03-22 - a child without an eye made a mother cry
2003-03-22 - my nose burns
2003-03-21 - or in this case, unwritten
2003-03-20 - punching you in the face would never make me feel better
2003-03-20 - unconvinced
2003-03-20 - stupid pencils
2003-03-19 - tomorrow has to be better
2003-03-17 - if you could only see my voice
2003-03-16 - why i didn't like waking up
2003-03-16 - he was smelly
2003-03-16 - don't even bother
2003-03-15 - sometimes i feel like a chameleon
2003-03-15 - a beginning?
2003-03-13 - every time i pin down what i think i want it slips away
2003-03-13 - laughing at your pain. oops...
2003-03-13 - how stupid
2003-03-12 - afternon chat with jacob
2003-03-12 - time zone happiness
2003-03-12 - standing in line for a rice bowl
2003-03-12 - my first day running again since june
2003-03-12 - lexi is the goddess of banana bread
2003-03-11 - writing to myself
2003-03-10 - fetus is a funny word
2003-03-10 - the beginngin is the beginning is the beginning
2003-03-10 - a saturday with kelsey and kelsey
2003-03-10 - i hate you too, for more information call 360 8983
2003-03-09 - bucket of dissapointment
2003-03-07 - lexi and babel fishies
2003-03-07 - thanks to this assignment
2003-03-06 - the blue hair kid and little-mini-vinny
2003-03-05 - disfunctional wednesdays... it is wednesday, right?
2003-03-04 - a new hobby
2003-03-04 - pick a language, any language
2003-03-04 - i have a wonderful addiction
2003-03-04 - more of a petition than an aspiration:
2003-03-03 - would you let your little sister date him?
2003-03-03 - sat on a parkbench like bookends
2003-03-03 - everything gets scribbled out
2003-03-02 - our secret
2003-03-02 - i dare you i am you
2003-03-02 - every day after blood-sucking day, this great decay.
2003-03-02 - i can
2003-03-02 - always assuming the worst
2003-03-01 - rachelle is rachelle
2003-03-01 - so many things...
2003-03-01 - call this number when you need me
2003-03-01 - one of my favorite songs-- somtimes i think of dan
2003-02-28 - if i was blonde and wore tight fuzzy sweaters...
2003-02-28 - i never had a barbie dream house
2003-02-27 - i am not trying anymore
2003-02-26 - a day more interesting than others
2003-02-26 - wha...wha-wha-what?
2003-02-24 - can't keep it together
2003-02-24 - bruce springsteen says, 'save tilly.'
2003-02-23 - american f-ing heritage + religion + design = too much (p.s. i never understood math)
2003-02-23 - todas las buenas intenciones en el mundo no puede ayudarme
2003-02-23 - 'mommy, i don't like reeeding'
2003-02-22 - georgeous george, georgie porgie
2003-02-22 - just a little more apathetic
2003-02-22 - no more jolly holly
2003-02-21 - rest in places other than here, por favor
2003-02-21 - crap, i remembered and it's sucky
2003-02-20 - hiding out in the back of my brain
2003-02-20 - If we go down, we go down together. best friends means...
2003-02-20 - rockabilly shocks my box
2003-02-19 - literate & stylish
2003-02-19 - mmmmmmyeahhhhhh...spin it.
2003-02-19 - i need to find a good napping place... viva los insomniacs
2003-02-18 - mother of love - velvet teen
2003-02-17 - happiness is not shoveling snow
2003-02-17 - this is the last time
2003-02-16 - i still haven't done it
2003-02-16 - i just woke up and it's 2:34pm
2003-02-15 - returned: this nightmarish refusal of sleep
2003-02-14 - a rant without the raving
2003-02-14 - mail? for me? woahhh...
2003-02-14 - yes, it is.
2003-02-13 - this weekend has large possibilities for sucking
2003-02-13 - basketry is a fine art
2003-02-13 - it's a thursday and this will be a long weekend...
2003-02-12 - anti-valentine
2003-02-12 - how i am exactly like albert einstein
2003-02-12 - a people party
2003-02-11 - mi hermano
2003-02-11 - a completely true story
2003-02-11 - poems from jacob
2003-02-11 - you know who
2003-02-11 - guitar + kelsey = love
2003-02-11 - beating up robbie (don't worry it wasn't red-haired robbie)
2003-02-11 - ww2
2003-02-10 - they are
2003-02-10 - ripped out with a spoon
2003-02-09 - ben kweller
2003-02-08 - i have 2 words for you
2003-02-08 - "i" to the double "l"
2003-02-07 - for lucky luke
2003-02-06 - mexican messsssy-mess
2003-02-06 - taking back sunday
2003-02-06 - el phono
2003-02-06 - tuesdays and thursdays are for waffles
2003-02-06 - awkward and still no spacebar
2003-02-05 - a good day for stuff
2003-02-05 - poem from the anti-poetic
2003-02-04 - hummus
2003-02-03 - inspired by ravens
2003-02-03 - dirty fingernails
2003-02-03 - straight down the line
2003-02-03 - i still hate titles
2003-02-03 - i hate titles

not too long ago


then. (a.k.a. last semester)


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